I never got the chance to choose between right and wrong all i got were two options in front of me..
as time pass by
even the sweetest memories die
things get washed away
some broken thoughts, desires, pain lay..
I knew everything about you,
But you didn’t tell me any.
Somewhere I had the insight,
And assurance made by many.
I knew you weren’t the person,
You projected to be;
The nicer, the calmer, the innocent
Fake side you showed me,
I knew everything,
Still I accepted being fooled.
Stupid was I , to give
My heart to be ruled.
Yes I thought, that things will change,
And wasted my time on you.
But the fact was that,
You were far from true.
I felt guilty? no dear,
Nor I was ashamed;
My lack of social sensibility.
Should be blamed.
Though I thought of you,
You are the past.
I don’t need you,
These words will last
Forever and ever.
A drop of water was enough but they asked me that sugary lemonade!!
You were my strength,
You were my bestest friend.
Where have you gone
Leaving me alone
Just wanna say
Miss you…. Mom.
With you I had pleasant days of my life
I had true laughs and cries
You were the one who understood me
With you I could be real me
I could share my thoughts with you
I took out my frustration at you
But you never complained
You smiled at my pain
Just to annoy me, make me smile
You never cared for yourself a while.
I loved you, though I never told you
Your laughs made me smile
And your sorrows made me sad
Maybe its too late to say
But I love you dear Mom
I know you loved me too;
I was your dearest of the two
So why did you leave me,
Aware, it was impossible for me;
To live without you.
You were my life, now gone
Made me empty handed & helpless;
Wish I could let that never happen
Wished that moment never came
But it came and took you away
It didn’t give me even a second to say:
That Mom I love you
I would have pleaded and not let you go
You were my life as you know.
But still without you I am living’
I breathe, eat and do daily chores,
But to tell you the truth it aches somewhere;
My laughs are not that honest
My breath not that lively
My tears have dried on their own
I am just a soul with bone
But my heart goes missing
Its there with you
You should have given it back
Now what would I do;
With whom I would laugh whole heartedly
At whom I would scream when frustrated
Who will annoy me with her acts
With whom I would have those secrets pacts?
To whom I would complain,
That my life is a mess
Who would tell me that I was the prettiest
Who will emotionally blackmail me
For those panipuries and chaats
Who will handle my tantrums
While shopping for hours
Miss you mom come back if you can
We’ll eat as much panipuries as you want
I’ll never ask you to grow up
And will fulfill all your wishes
Just come back for your dear princess,
She needs you back..